heyz.. i'm sorrie about the bad spelling and short cuts in my writting.. i'm usually online when i write them and that's how i write online. once i write it i'm too lazy to type it over.. so i hope u can understand my bad writting and still enjoy my poems. thankz to all the perople that like my poems, and yesh i will continue to add more. if u are trying to find a poem thats in here.. but have difficutly.. email meeh and i'll do the best to help u. SLeEpLeSsNiGhTz@aol.com
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Good-Bye
Sweet dreams my love,
Let the stars guide you from up above,
Let my voice claim you,
Let your beautiful face stay true.
Good-bye my darling,
Makes me sad to see us parting.
I'll miss your smile,
I'll miss your love for longer than awhile.
So long my sweet,
I'll keep my memories of you nice and neat,
I don't want you to go,
But life is like this as everyone knows
When will I ever see you again...
If you're buried six feet under the sand?
~ SaLLy M

Simple Words
I just wanted to say
Well you know...
Gezz...the words are there but I can't let go.
I just wanted to say,
Its hard to put it this way,
I wanted to say...I...think your colorful,
Um...that sounded a little crazy,
But to tell you to truth you are beautiful.
Oh gosh, oh please, I'm on my knees
Thw words are there, but they wun come out.
I'm trying my hardest, I'm trying to shout
I...am I annoying you?
Oh please, don't tell me that that's true,
The words are three simple words...
I love you.
~ SaLLy M.

Be An Angel
i've been searching so long 2 find where Heaven lies...
N now i can hardly believe i’ve found it in ur eyes..
Dis smile on my face will neva b erased
Bcuz all my sorrow was gone wit one glipmse of ur face..
I dunno wat i c in u...
All i know is my wish for an angel has finally come true...
But r u reallie da angel i dink i c...
Or have everything u said juz been a lie 2 me...
Tell me before i fall 2 deep...
Tell me so i know whether dese feelings i should keep
Am i a seeking sumthing i can’t get
Am i holding on to feelings i should try to 4get...
Be an angel and tell me how u feel...
Bcuz once a heart is broken it’s very hard to heal...
~ SaLLy M.

Don't Give up
Had you ever try to smile
But only start to cry
You've waited the longest while
And begin to as yourself why
Whenever they're next to you
You juz want to hold their hand
But you're afraid that if you do
They juz might not understand
And when you try to laugh, it'll turn into a scream
Because you know your thoughts could only happen in your dreamz
So close, yet so far
Like reaching for a star
It's there and u can see it
But never will you touch it.
And giving up is what u want to do
But giving up will never pull you through.
~ Sally Man

Memories
Memories are things of the mind,
Thoughts captured by the hands of time,
A ghostly image of our past
The shadows of our done did tasks
Memories slip into our soul,
It helps build our ways to distant goals.
Memories are the melodies of our lives,
It brings us joy or sometimes stab at us like knives
~ SaLLy M.

Promise
From the beginning I promised you everything
And that's what I plan to do
Not because of the promise, but because I love you
Your smile brightens my day
You've opened my heart in so many ways
The words "I Love You" can't even explain how I feel
Because I love you so much it's unreal
No teasure on earth can ever compare
I promise you everything, I swear.
~ Sally M.

pLaYa HaTe ~
what is it i do?
i think it was trying not to fall in love with u..
cuz every guy that i've met..
broke my heart and filled me with regret...
so if i love you how would i know u wouldn't do the same
cuz from wah i learned guyz never change
they say one thing.. but do the other
if they broke ur heart.. they wouldn't even care to bother..
so i'm lost here wondering if i should care
thinking, if i love you, will ur feelings still be there?
or is this juz one of those games..
where u mess with a gurl and leave her alone, in pain...
a player wanna be?
go away.. don't mess with me..
~SaLLy M.

Friends
it's funnie how we both knew it wasn't gonna work out
but still stayed together like our love had no doubt
like you said.. we were juz strange
acting as if when we broke up our friendship would change
but that's all our love was about..
friendship, and alwayz helping each other out..
our feelings come and go..
but we do love each other, that's one thing we certainly know
as friends and that's how it's gonna be
true friends forever, u and me....
~ SaLLy M.

Dumped
A voice soo sweet right down to the core,
And yet it can make may heart so sore,
Its not you its me they say,
Then you know its you they played,
And this voice still rings in my ears,
Like a button for falling tears,So now I dare not wait,
For a very frightening thought that I might be late,
'Cause another has asked me out,
And now my answer is yes without a doubt.
~Sally M.

Why?
I awaken with the thought of you on my mind
And go to sleep wishing you were by my side
Why is love so blind?
Why whithout it it seems as if we're gonna die?
Is there a reason for u not to be here?
When i reach out for you..why do u disappear?
I wish u weren't juz these thoughtz in my head
But something real out here with me instead
And my heart fills with sorrow.. when knowing i won't see you tomorrow.
Yes, i know life goes on
But without u everyting seems so wrong..
Is there a way to cure this sickness?
Or mus i stay forever without happieness.
~SaLLy M.

Regret
I regret letting u go
Now my feelings you have yet to know
Telling you would relieve my stress
But make you sooo depressed
I dunno what to do...
I'm alone, while u have ur gurl with you
Thinking back....to when i could have had u as my own
I try to relax.. but when i close my eyes all i see is ur face
Now all i can do it relay on faith..
Hoping soon u'll be next to me
For eternity....
~ Sally M.

No Expirations
I guarantee
This love for eternity
No expirations,
Cause it'll go on for generations..
Every bit of passion that's true
Will be given only to you..
You dropped from above.. but landed like a dove
And forever in my heart u'll be my love.
~SaLLy M.

UnLuCkY GuRL
i know i never showed u how much i reallie cared
is that the reason u left me alone, in dispair?
i'm sorrie...
y couldn't things work out between u and me..
y did u breaking up with me hurt like it does
is it because u're the only one i can ever love?
i know it didn't seem like it
but my feelingz for you i can never 4get..
you're still the last thing on my mind when the sun sets
and every night i go to sleep crying because of regret..
what did i do to lose you?
without you how am i ever gonna pull through
i reallie don't want to you to go now...
is there any hope i can get u back, somehow?
you promised to never break my heart
well, at least u kept ur promise..because u didn't break it..u juz cruely tore it apart..
~SaLLy M.

GoNe
dreams have came and faded away
the things i want never seem to stay
tears roll from my eyes
as i sit and wonder why
over and over again i see wat it was
never in my life would i've guess it wasn't love
why is this so painful..
why muz my life be so shameful..
is there a reason y everything turns out wrong
cuz meeh without u is not how i belong
i lost my grip and let u go
when are u coming back? i don't think heaven even knowz
endless days of tearz
life is no use without u here....
~SaLLy M.

Why is it taking 4ever...
juz 1 day w/out u my heart goes numb...
tell me babes, y is it takin 4eva 4 tomorrow 2 cum?..
all i noe is happiness wen we're 2gether..
it's feels lik its gonna last 4eva..
but i already start 2 miss u wen u're walkin away..
tell me babes, how am i lasting till da next day?..
a picture of u can neva b enough 4 me..
bcuz only da real u will set my heart free
~SaLLy M.

RaThEr B DeAd
look around meeh, wat do i see?
my life..crumbling b4 meeh..
friends lost..hopes gone..
the feeling that i can never go on..
y? some people ask..
all because i was such a bitch in the past..
i say sorrie.. but apologies never accepted
walk into a room only to get rejected...
lifes miserable stair leading to hell..
life, juz a vision of distruption seen through a bloody well..
and my blood flows out like the river
dark red streamz that makes a person quiver
dead, much better than alive
because living like this, i can never survive...
~ SaLLy M.

Do You Love Me ToO?
dere r times wen i juz sit n wonder 2 myself
how could i've sworn 2 luv no one else?
bcuz now i noe dis i can not do
i can't let go of da tru feeling i have 4 u
everything dat was missing, i found
u turned my whole thought of luv around
all da pain, agony, n crying stopped
u took my hand n guided me straight 2 da top
is dis real? or is it bcuz i've been alone so long i'm juz imagining dings
imagining da way i feel...juz pretending its happiness dat u bring
i'm afraid it'll turn around on me
n my worries of being heart broken again bcums reality
i dunno wat 2 do, bcuz wen i luv sum1 i noe its tru
but does da person truly love me 2?
confused, is surely how i feel
if i love u.. will u love me still?
*sigh* i already luv u though
do u luv meeh? that's all i want to noe.
SaLLy M.
EyEs
I wish u could look directly in my eyes
Then u would know every word i'm saying is not a lie
but if only words weren't the best thing i can do
why isn't there a betta way 2 say i love u
how can i express my love from such far distance
how can i prove my love is reallie an existance
the only way that i can think of
is by giving you a poem that explains my luv
bcuz by readin this poem is like looking in my eyes
directly into a heart that tells no lies
no love is more tru than the one i'm giving
u're wat gives me strength and will for living
if i were able to look in ur eyes
my heart would juz ova flow and die
bcuz the feeling of luv that's so strong
would end my heart where it belonged
these words may seem a lil strange
but i hope i've proven my luv will neva change
i love u so much it's hard to describe
but these words i'm sayin should give u the vibe
it's the way i feel translated in letters
and inscribe in my heart and urs 4eva...
~SaLLy M.


DuST oF LoVe
dust of love came to me when you walked by
the wind seemed so sweetly simplified
the purest scent seeped through the air
and your smile seemed it could never be compared
i fell in love with you in this dust
made me wonder about the future waiting for us
but how can i love someone that i don't know
i guess this is how love at first sight usually goes
when will i see the dust of love for a second time
and why must it be so hard to find?
is there a reason why it disappears like the dust
the love i felt when u walked by.. blown away by a weak gust.
~SaLLy M.


HoW Do I SaY gOoD bYe?
i'm crumbling internally
dying emationally
pain that's more painful than nething i can bare
from a lost love that i once had but now not there
only if i didn't juz let things go
should have stopped thingz when it was going slow
i swore that i would forever be by his side
now this promise would only hurt me if it were to be satisfied
never miss-handle something so fragile as love
because it hurts the soul more than the mind ever does
but i'm breaking this rule... breaking a heart
i was tearing it to pieces right from the start
i was so stubborn and just had to go on
how can i tell him i don't love him.. and that i was wrong
how can neone tell someone they vowed to love that it was a lie
how can i reverse the words and say good bye...
~SaLLy M.



UnDeRsTaNdAbLe LoVe
love me for who i am..
because that's the only love that i'll understand
i won't understand your love for my smile
cuz that kind of love will only last a short while
i won't except your love for my voice
becuase soon all it would be to you is an annoying noise
don't love me for my beautiful eyes
because of all the parts of human that's where u find all the lies..
i could change from the time we first met
so love me in a way you know u'll never regret
don't love me cause peopple want you to
love me because of you..
~SaLLy M.

HaRd 2 FiNd
Why does the one i love never come to me
But the one i don't want is near me occasionally
Why can't i ever have what i ask for
Everything i get is never what i want to adore
And the things i want juz slip through my hands
I try to hold on as long as i can
But it never works out for me
Always ends in misery
Or never starts at all
Everthing goes down hill like the waterfall
Kills me if i flow with it
And hurts for me to live with it
Why can't love juz be an eazy thing to find
Not like the pain i go through all the time..
~SaLLy M.

LiEz
it doesn't seem as if this "relationship" is moving anywhere
makes me wonder if you still care..
could you still love me like u vowed u always will
or has ur feelingz changed from always true to 4ever unreal..
it scares me to love you more than i already do
because my feelings may never be reflected by you..
i wished so many times that you're 4real
something i can trust, love, and feel
but if it's just a little game u like to play when u're bored
i'm telling u now it's not funny and it can make a heart so sore
i've taken in so much pain that's so hard to get out
if you're just another illusion of happeness you're something i can live without..
~SaLLy M.



bE MinE?
I'm trying to get it all together
I"m lost in love and i want it to last 4ever
Your the sweetest thing that ever came my way
And i would do nething to make you stay
What i feel when i look at you i can't explain
but even though i'm confused i can't complain
Cause this is the best feeling i've ever known
And everday i wish you could be mine alone
The one thing that i'll cherish more then nething
I promise you that you'll always be my everything
believe in me ..
trust in me..
because along with every word i say
is a love that will never fade away
~SaLLy M.


rEmEmbEr mE?
remember me? the girl you played..
remember when u said you'd stay..
remember my hands sweet embrace?
now remember how it marked your face..
~SaLLy M.


i wOuLd
i'd smile a milllion smiles if it would bring you closer to me..
i'd live a thousand dreams juz to make real life seem like fantasy..
i'd walk to the end of the rainbow to find the gift from you
the gift of love that's always true..
i'd light the fire that has been long gone
juz to hold you in these arms
i'd pray to god and all the galaxy
juz to have you here with me
but doesn't matter what i do..
it only matters when it means something to u
~SaLLy M.

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